personal log / updates

06 01 2024

- today was my last day of work. techincally yesterday but working the night shift will do that lmao. its almost 4am right now but i felt like telling the void. i hope i can find another one soon. have a good night.
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31 12 2023

- hey wulf, i know you read these which means a lot to me. just wanted to say thank you for being so kind to me. ill try my best to be more positive because i truly should be because of how much youve made my life better. id type more but id keep that to our dms and not the public haha. hugs you you silly. thanks for breathing.
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25 12 2023

- also while typing this out its become christmas day. so hello. we're not celebrating christmas today since my brother isnt down here. ill be honest, i could care less about it being christmas. we're not doing anything special. we have no tree. we have no presents. im just glad "christmas" is happening because everyone will be in the same room for better or for worse. usually and its always mostly the latter but im hoping that itll be okay. on another note, i said no presents but i did get my brother something. other than myself giving my family members money, i wanted to get him something specific. it hasnt shown up yet though so well damn i guess it'll just be money for now. i just want to show him i care. i dont expect anything in return from anyone of them and i dont want anything in return from anyone of them.
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24 12 2023

- merry not christmas. thought id give a bit of an update. wasnt going too until i update something about the site but ill just use "christmas" as an excuse to log a few things. dad has been in hospital, he's back at home now and has become strictly home bound. he also discovered the beauty of ipad games. he's come so far from hating games to now in the end of the year 2023 he finally downloaded and played one himself. i could discuss more and feel like i was going to type more i cant remember.
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18 11 2023

- due to my work boots i now have sores on my heels that make me look like ive been nailed to the cross. ive been jesused.
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12 11 2023

- got a seasonal job at the post office, sorry for leaving all none of you hanging. i guess since this is a personal log ill talk about personal stuff?? ? idk, nana's been in hospital a few times so some nights ive been having to stay over at her house to watch over her. it's sad that she cant even tell the layout of her own house once one area is blocked off. construction is going on in her house to fix up some rooms (bathroom, laundry, etc) so her house remains livable. (to government standards of what senior citizens need so they dont get kicked out of their house.) so yeah thats happening. even before the dementia got really bad she always told us of how much she doesn't want to go into a nursing home. my nana is a very independent woman. she may be 93 but if you ever offer to do something for her she'll say "don't you think i can do it anymore?". doing things big or small gives her purpose. if she's put in a home then she's lost all her independence. i could go on, more has happened, honestly nothing really great,, , but its late. also i realise i dont keep track of the time on this one. maybe ill do that next time. apologies.
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22 07 2023

- tried fixing my earbuds just to kill them more. every max out the volume persons worst nightmare, aka mine. mY LEFT EAR IS SO LONELY. anyway skaluli finally comes back to the website what the fuck. skaluli still cant fix the title what the fuck.
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07 03 2023

- who is paige lmao
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03 03 2023

- 2 more hours have been added to work so now i'll be working 8am-6pm, and then ill be working weekends in like a month as well with those times. ... yippee. no i dont get paid extra.
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